Spiritual Metamorphosis

Public Library Article

Co-founder of Spiritual Metamorphosis and its associated company Reach Potential, Fiona McDougall is the channel for Siramus, a master energy working with soul integration. Here she talks about her journey to becoming a channel for spiritual information to assist in the evolution of human consciousness.

Recently my attention was drawn to the case of an elderly woman who has for many years believed that she was channeling a master energy. The woman is unwell in health and frail in body; she channels spontaneously even when she is receiving healing for her ill health because she believes that it is her sacred obligation to do so. But this very channeling is causing her great distress and difficulty. This is a sad situation which unfortunately happens all too often within the profession of channeling energies other than one’s own. It is a case of unbalanced channeling. So how does this happen?

I shall take my own life as an example.

I was born to my psychic abilities. When I first started channeling, and in the early days of learning about energy, I did not value my physicality. I said I did, but I truly did not know how to love who I was. I rambled off many affirmations, ate root vegetables in an attempt to ground myself. I did activities that I saw as self-loving without really knowing what self-love was. I participated constantly in energy work such as manifestation techniques to change my perceived difficulties. I found the world of Spirit far more appealing and supportive of my life. I loved Spirit. I would escape to their arms often.

I was like so many people who, fearful of being in a human world and disliking their humanity, want to escape from it.

Holding no love for myself. I believed that my connection to spirit was the whole answer. But that didn’t change the reality: I had poor relationship skills, fragile health, lacked attention and focus in the present: which created an airyfairyness. I was far too thin energetically as well as bodily, “faerie like” was the term often used, it was as if a good stiff breeze would have blown me away. I created all forms of limitation to relieve my emotional stress. I felt misunderstood, I lacked impact in the simplest of life tasks, and I avoided confronting my anger and all the difficult emotions.

And on top of that I thought I had my life together! In truth, my life at that time was lived from fear of my own light. I felt unsafe so I had created an excuse, that a person with my psychic skill and ability was far too sensitive and precious for this world.

This imbalance was reflected in my channeling, which was sweet and nice but actually not useful in living daily life. And what I did not really understand is that being a channel from a position that dislikes the human aspect of self is corrosive, eroding the health and life of the channel.

Of course it suits the negative ego in its desire for glory or its subservience to “grander” others. Often it shows itself in self -righteousness. It tells people like me that spirit is far better. Such people become “star stuck,” working in awe as a humble servant for the great hierarchy of spirits. They have forgotten that they themselves are spirit, linked together with the powerful gift of physicality. They have forgotten that like energy connects to like energy. They have forgotten who they are.

Fortunately, I made a decision. I was tired of the struggle to live and my excuse about the “poor victim sensitive” had worn out I had two babies who were unwell and needed me. I wanted to heal my children; I needed impact. Time to get real.

I began to ask myself what was all this stuff about bringing Heaven to Earth? How could I live in ease and grace, with no more limitation? How could I help my children? So I asked my guides to teach me. At that time I was channeling my soul family guides in whom I took much comfort.

They told me: Heal the mother and you heal the child. And they told me that a self-loving balance between my spiritual and my human nature was the key.

My guides gave me exercises to begin to clear fear and integrate love: both self love and the ability to love beyond the self; for two years I practised and observed, working my emotional, mental and bodily selves alongside my higher self. My children grew stronger and healthier as I grew stronger. My life improved on all levels with better health, wealth and greater happiness. Two years later my guides introduced me to Siramus, the master energy in soul integration, I now work with.

I was stuck with awe at their magnificence. But they quickly told me they did not want my awe; they wanted my partnership in love and in being able to bring that love to physicality.

And that word “love” is the key. A person who wishes to channel a master energy must prepare by being willing to master love: love for themselves, love for others, love for spirit.

Master energy channels are carefully cultivated by Spirit with great love and care. But no matter how much you will it, a master energy does not work with everyone. What attracts the attention of master energies is your own mastery of love. What brings Heaven to earth are channels who expand in love for self and others by continually increasing their ability to honor, value and love their physicality and humanity equally, and in partnership with spirit.

My guides gave me the exercises I needed and now I find my life vastly better and I also have the joy of working with people who share and have competence to bring Heaven to Earth with me. My channeling has impact and my love makes and will continue to make a difference to the world.